S1 ep 18- DEEP MEDITATION - a podcast by ARVID, Night World a Podcast, ZAF, 8tATE HYE, HIGH VOLUME BEELAASH RECORDS, H V B R

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S1 ep 18- DEEP MEDITATION

Persona after persona
I still can't seem to dock in true self.
I spoke on being mixed.
A mixed breed lost one.
One of a brood, brooding over identity.
College was for exploration.
The world is for experience.
Travel is for searching.
Family is, are roots.
Still, I don't feel tied to anything in particular, besides want.
Maybe, I'm tethered to the concept of self.
The concept of self having been surfaced by the voice of others.
I talk endless about pops, though the women in my life my mother, my sisters, aunts are the true drivers of sustenance and growth.
Pops, me, us men are the chauffeurs of ego.
If I do not occupy machismo, what will my chest, my shoulders pillar?
America lost. America seems lost.
2020 a maze.
Equality as an idea known, not found.
Equality as an aspiration, unfulfilled.
In Bangladesh we boil water for ten minutes in oder to consume it.
Here in the states we allow blood to boil for decades, and voraciously imbibe distilled chatter sourced from electric clouds.
You connected to the voices who attempt to guide you?

I often look for the old us
Searching within the nooks and crannies
Of our understanding
I see your change
I noticed mine
Though I cannot seem
To map our turns
It appears that I have an inclination
To lean left

We would talk in the kitchen
Bent over the island
Going through a pile of fries and
Smiles in
Exchange
And listen to each others pain
And scheme on one anothers gain

It's the first day of forever
I finally got my head up
Long days for the foreseeable future
School's done i don't need no tutor
Packing it up
Back of the bus
I had enough
Paper bag lunch
No more of those guys
The days will be all mine
Still got like a 45 minute ride home
Windows down ride on
Spend days at the Beverly center, the Grove
That's if God got you chose
I elect curiosity
Go head take charge of me
Curious times
For dubious minds
Brownie à la Mode
I'm in my zone
California sun/son
The freedom child
Ain't no need to run
We are the wild
All the while
Life closed in
Pay no mind
Might go in
The pool, shit maybe sycamore cove
Drive down the pch feel like skating on globe

Hold freedom hope
That'll be the toast
Angry no more
What I gotta float
My flesh my bones
Man I roam
Where I see fit
Free my head
And leave my bed
Don't wanna listen
Rules like prison

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