EXISTING BEYOND THE SMOKE: COPPED CAR [00:04-02:09],&FLUID THOUGHTS IN MOTION [02:22-03:20] - a podcast by ARVID, Night World a Podcast, ZAF, 8tATE HYE, HIGH VOLUME BEELAASH RECORDS, H V B R

from 2020-05-08T08:00:54

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THE MUSIC FEATURED IN THIS BONUS CONTENT- REFLECTIONS IN A POOL IS FROM SFRBEATS.COM. bonus material featured this week:

EXISTING BEYOND THE SMOKE: COPPED CAR [00:04-02:09], & FLUID THOUGHTS IN MOTION [02:22-03:20]

COPPED CAR [00:04-02:09]

Lemme tell you how my day go
My bro copped the romeo
We don't move for ladels
We lay dough
You play though
Racist ass bitch
Question me on my shit
And how we came to get
Remind of incident
That happened in 08
Ain't the first time I lived hate
As I delivered packages 
I had to use the use the bathroom
Sitting in the Stall
I heard the call
Owned by a voice above me
Hey buddy 
While washing my hands
I was Approached by that man
Who looked at me dirty
And began to escort me
Out to the hall
Where I was greeted with awe
Seen as a flaw
All this for skin
I should of never come in
A cloud of blue eyes 
Ruled by despise
Played victim-
Unaware of the nightmare I was livin
A pregnant woman clutching her belly
My heart held the same fear that her movements were telling
I hoped they would listen 
I told them I asked permission 
They looked at me dismissive
The extension of their courtesy
Was to get a cop to escort me
And drop me 
Off somewhere nearby
Blurry eyed 
I landed at the mall
Standing in awe
By the footlocker
Relieved that I wasn't locked up
Ain't the first time this happened
Tap in
A memory from '02 
In my pay less shoes
Across the street from my apartment in k town
Outta school fresh off the play ground
In my HAND A BAG of hot cheetos
With the hot cheese on 
Top
Approached by two cops
Pops 
Drove taxi
He pulled up on time
Any later and I'd be in the back seat
First time I realised my looks were a crime
5 told pops A Suspect was on the loose
Who knew
A middle school boy could go get the boot
Up To that point I didn't pay attention 
To skin or religion
I was raised to fit in
1990's
The time we
Lived in south carolina 
The only Bengali Hispanic in the line up
I started school at sister Clara muhammads
Playing around the trees
Running around free
Watching power rangers 
And VR Troopers
Un aware of how power arrange us
And how zip codes keep us cooped up
The coup for 
Which we came to buy
Shouldn't have me questioning why
Its Curious how a material thing
Got me questioning my material my being

 

FLUID THOUGHTS IN MOTION [02:22-03:20]

Sometimes the greatest luxury afforded 
Is returning home at the end of the day
Fatigued 
These
Muscles don't lie
I
Am head over heels
With the chase to feel
Alive
These eyes
Ain't use to light
Nestled in the voices that seemed protective 
In the time of night that birth reflection
Trynna find the spot I left my head in 
4 years old
5 years old
Teens
Twenties 
Dreams 
Money
Let it all be
Days I was letting of steam 
Only to shrivel when pressed
I come from a long line of stress
Pollution
Easy solution 
That what it is
More power in tears
Slow release 
Garner stronger relief
Back and forths about my skin
My original sin
Can't choose how we begin
But I got my thumb on an end
And I'll bet you till then
I'll do what I can 
To put purpose to plan
 

 

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